Changes

thunder storms.

Today was a change from the cool weather. It was too warm and very humid. Tonight, or this morning I should say, we are having thunderstorms and maybe that will cool things off a bit.
I was getting really happy about the cool weather.

My computer is having major meltdown issues. Rundll32.exe is gone.. other stuff gone, unwanted ads.. all kinds of nasty things.Very nasty stuff.
I can't access internet or email or even load things anymore . Tomorrow or Friday morning a relative is coming to see what can be done.
I am using someone else's computer tonight.
(Oh how the color changes from computer to computer!! Colors on my paintings look NOTHING like they should on here.But they never look as good on computer as in person anyway.)
It's a top computer though, does everything but tie your shoes.
I have so much to lose on my computer. Tons of art work. Most is saved but some isn't yet and of course I have way too much music that could not be replaced. But everyone who has a computer knows that feeling.
If Windows has to be reinstalled we will download my things from the hard drive onto this computer and then reinstall Windows .
It would be so nice of Windows were a faster , better tool.
Hope I can save photoshop. I do most of my art on it.

I miss having a dog around. I sometimes hear Brandy's nails on the floor coming down the hallway. Of course she's gone, but I sometimes hear her sniffle or walking. It's odd but when someone passes that happens for a while.
I heard my baby(my little daughter) crying for a long time after she was gone. The mind keeps things shelved inside and lets them out once in a while to make an appearance.
I see little dogs and I think how sweet they all are and how much they make good companions.
I can't afford vet bills and so it would just be so unfair for a dog.

Enjoy your day!